AngelKiti07I’m getting sick, so awfully sick and tired. Tired of myself, this perception and time. I want to see you once again, but I am trapped within my mind and I’m different this time. Would you even love my soul, or do I have to change different forms of this body!!
I am not stupid, only naive. But if you were to cheat, I would beg and plead. For you to stay with me.
For yet another tomorrow, all this has become sour. For I have grown so sick and I can’t differentiate reality and time. Oh please, i want you to be mine, for a lifetime.
I am ever so sick, but I don’t think you even care. Am i seen as shallow? But i wont complain to you or even communicate my feelings, for the lingering fear of you leaving. Do you even want me, what am I to you? Just a simplistic feeling? You are it all, my world, my heart, my soul, more than this feeling. I can’t let go, I can’t let go of my mind, for you have frozen me in this perception of time. In time until i see you again. Until i see your eyes, so beautiful and never hollow. In time, but not tomorrow.
I’m sick!! Can’t you see!!! But do you really think love has made me this way? What an awful way of perceiving. You make me feel alive, you have opened up my mind, my heart, my soul. And for that, I may never let go. Not even when I die, or when you let go. For I would haunt your soul. I’ll never let go.
-ANGELKITI07
