WHORE

Whore

Those men destroyed me, once and for all

I was a kid back then, described as “cute and small”

I wanted to be feel loved

For that was all i had desired 

 Don’t pretend you loved me, for you had touched me when I was a child.

 My body was not even developed, and it had been so thin.

Yet I couldn’t tell my mother, of the pain and the sorrows

For i thought there would be no tomorrow 

Then before you knew it, men online told me “you have worth”, just so they could imagine themselves under my skirt.

Begging and pleading for more,

Weren’t they getting bored, or was a sick girl with scars considered beautifully tragic? 

Or was I sickly gross, with desperate men who swallowed.

swallowed so deeply that i no long felt hollow

 I thought i loved the attention, and it was my only worth, so please oh please don’t call me a dirty whore

 For it was an addiction, and I needed more. 

But when I met you, you sexually made me feel okay, and loved me in a very special way. 

You took away all that pain, and made me feel pure in some way.

Whenever I’m with you, I am okay.

So please don’t leave me here to decay. 

-ANGELKITI07