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./づ~ :¨·.·¨: ₊˚ MY BOYFRIEND IS SO CUTEE!!! :3
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MY BOYFRIENDDDDD, I LOVE HIM SO MUCH YOU ALREADY KNOW THAT!! ૮ • ﻌ – ა And today confirmed (for the 100th time) that it’s meant to be(I MEAN CAN’T YOU JUST OBSERVE FROM THE TEXT IMAGE??!!)I am bringing him on the way to the new beginning~! How great you may say, yeahhhhh he’s so cute in every way!! ^^ And if you read and see carefully, you can start to understand a bit of how my thoughts feel, and how I so love him deeply. With all the way that I see, feel, hear and think… it all led down to him. He’s so beautiful it makes me sick and I genuinely care about him more than anything. And I know I still have even more time to improve, and I can’t wait to see him and be with him one day~!!! ;3
December 1st
YEAHYEAH, THERE WAS A LADYBUG RIGHT WHEN I TEXTED HIM THAT IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT IN BED
Lady bugs are a sign of new beginnings and strong and true LOVE
(*° ་། °)=3 He’s so cute!!!! I want to take care of him and love him heheheheh, it makes me so happy how caring I am even though I’m suffering~!!!! Because he’s so special and the only person I have ever loved , and the only person I have ever liked as a person genuine!!! He’s the Earth and I am the Moon, and everything revolves him,, my heart has always been pumping for him!!! <3
HE’S SO CUTE HE’S SO CUTE (and yeah sometimes I get so excited that it makes me so H̷̢͙͉̑͑͘Ơ̶͚͈͍̜̗̙̭͐͊̆͘Ŗ̶̢̢̭̙̭̝̠̱͚̞͉͇͎̤̂̆̏ͅN̷̺͖̠̯̬͓̪̠̳̮̪͚̫̔̀̏̒̋͂̋̂̿̃̑̕͝͠͝͠Y̵̛͈͚͊̅́͌̅̀͌͘̚͜͝Ỵ̴̢̠͑͒̎̽̑̉̏͒̈́͐̒̀̈̏͑͝Ỹ̷̡̺̮͚̻̥̄̈̽̐Ẏ̶̨̨̬̹̮̠͉̲̪̔̌́̇̿̈́͂Y̶͉̮̲̻̦̠͒̐̀̃̏̉̌͒̔̓̈́̐̐́̊̔͝ͅ!!) ₊˚⊹ ૮₍ ´ ꒳ `₎ა ♡₊ ⊹
I want to take care of him and love him <3333 AND GIVE HIM EVERYTHING,,, and I’ll turn super pretty soon so don’t worry LOL ദ്ദി ˉ͈̀꒳ˉ͈́ )✧⠀!!! ⠀Yeahyeah, I want to also lick and kiss him and look him in the eyes while I call him pretty and touch his body !!!! 🌸🌸 🌸🌸 And feel him and please himmm~! yeah also sexually,,, mmmmm I
🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸 love him so much!!! I want to take care of him and talk him and
🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸 I wanna do everything and do anything for him!!!!!!! The new
🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸 beginning starts soon and I need to concentrate!! I need to work
Λ 🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸 hard and wisely and learn a lot of new thingsss, and I want to
( ˘ ᵕ ˘ 🌸🌸🌸 start a life with my boyfriend eventually, I know I can do this
ヽ つ\ / sort of hard thing!!!(╥‸╥) YEAH YEAH I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND MORE THAN
UU / 🎀 \ ANYTHING, AND I GUESS IN A WAY IT’S GOOD THAT HE DOESN’T TALK TO ME MUCH, SO I CAN COMPLETELY FIGURE OUT THINGS WITH MYSELF AND I CAN TALK TO HIM ALLLL IN PERSON <3!!!!! HE’S SOOOO CUTE!!! I love when he does text me and he says he’s sorry, even though he never changes it’s sort of cute in a way!! He’s so cute it’s so hard to explain, but like I said, I felt that all from the beginning. He’s not manipulating(????) me purposely, plus that stuff never got to me because I see things clearly!!!!! He’s just so sweet and he just wants to be loved, and I hope he doesn’t find me creeepyyyy, for how I love him much differently and how he literally means everything to me,, it’s so sweet~!!!!! AHHHHHH IS SOMETHING WRONG WITH ME, NO RIGHT???? BECAUSE I WANT TO take care and give my boyfriend love, to the point it gets me excited. Which I mean to be fair, I think that’s because there is a lot of love energy for him that I have been forced to keep in, and once fully released will never die, don’t you see?????? BUT YEAH, I WANT TO LOVE HIM AND PLEASE HIM AND GIVE HIM EVERYTHING, yeahhhh I love him more than anything… physically, internally, spiritually…. really everything. I see and feel so many things, it’s so beautifully sickening. And I love r̶̛͇̺͚̙͚̳̟̳̜̊͌́̌́̒̑̈́̉̐͒̚͜͝͠͝u̵̯͇̙̪̥͈͍͎͓̜͊̓b̶̠̙͈̤̘̻͎̞̙̘͊͒b̷̨̡͙͈̖͎̥̝̬̂͒͌̀͒͌̾̇͠ǐ̷͎̘̞̫̲̦̣͙͍̲̳̤͇͔̣͖̗̳̹͖̙͙̠̥̗͖̰́͊̽̏͛̅̀̌̈̚͘͘͝n̸̡̨̨̨̨͚̤͍͕̜̯͙͚͎̝̯̞̰̻͔̟͂́̋̍͑̈́̒͌̉́̈̓̌̈́̄̊̑͐̕͝͝g̶̢̧̧̨̺͔̬̜̪͕̠̗̝̫͔͈̼̙̪̩̣̜͉̲͋̌͑̅̇̏̀͗̿͋̾͐̇̋̎̏͂̾͛̅̉̀̏̅̎͘͜͝ͅand torturing myself to his face and lots of vivid thoughts of him!!! (REMEMBER SEX MEANS NOTHING IF YOU’RE NOT IN LOVE, AND SURE PEOPLE CAN BE “ATTRACTIVE” BUT DOESN’T MEAN I’M ATTRACTED YUCK IT’S NOT GREAT!! BASICALLY SEXUAL THINGS MEAN NOTHING TO ME UNLESS I’M IN LOVEEE, AND THE ONLY PERSON I HAVE EVER LOVED IS MY BOYFRIEND SO EVERYTHING IS GENUINE… BLA BLA I WATCHED VIDEOS ONLINE A FEW MONTHS AGO THOUGH, BUT JUST TO THINK OF CERTAIN SIUTAIONS AND POSITIONS SO THAT DOESN’T COUNTTTTT !!) 。°(°.◜ᯅ◝°)°。 ♡♡♡ ⋆༺𓆩☠︎︎𓆪༻⋆
⠀⠀⠀⠀🌺⠀⠀⠀⠀🌼🌷⠀⠀⠀⠀🌷🌼⠀⠀⠀⠀🌺 YEAHHHHH, I KNOW I’m writing so much about
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀🌹⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀🌸🪷⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀🌹him, I hope he truly never finds me crazy aaa!!
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀🌼⠀⠀⠀🪷⠀⠀⠀⠀🌸⠀⠀⠀🌼I love you I love you I love you I love you, I
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀🌷🌸⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀🪷🌷 have so much different types of art of him, and
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀🌼🌷⠀🪷⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀🌸⠀🌷🌼 there is still so much to create, yayy!!!1
⠀⠀🌺🌹⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀🌸⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀🪷⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀🌹🌺 He’s so cute, I want to squeeze and hug
🌻🌺🌹🌼🌷🌸🪷🌸🪷🌸🪷🌷🌼🌹🌺🌻him to death!! ࣪ ִֶָ☾.⭒ And love himmmm,
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀🌷⠀⠀⠀⠀🌷 and care for himmmm, and want to give him ପ(๑•ᴗ•๑)ଓ ♡
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀🌹⠀⠀🌹everythingggg!!! ♡ I’m so sick right now it disgusts me,
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀🌺🌺But I love him more than anything, and yeah it’s definitely
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀🌻the beginning for a lot of things, YAY!!! Yeah my boyfriend is so cuteeee, I write about it all the time. I promise i’ll take care of him and love him and be there for him, and please him all the time when he needs it~! He’s so beautifully in every way, and meeting him changed my life drastically, and now I’m back to me(the closest in the most chaotic and confusing way)!!! But this time, I’m actually ready to enter the portal for the new beginning!!!! Hey hey yeah… I still want to lick and kiss your body and look in your beautiful eyes and tell you how special you areeee!!! And I want to touch youuu, and I want to f̸̞͓̊̍̽̈̔̈̌̎̄̕̕͝ụ̶̢͚̳̣̹̮̹͎͓̠̣̯̺̲̦̯̄̈́̐̌̄̿̊̑͌̌͊̚̚c̶̨̧̧̘̩͕̫̭̘͔̗͈͈̳̒̉͋̂̌͑̋͛͐͆k̸̤͆ youuuu~!!!!! And I want to hug you and care for you and love you, AHHHHHHHH I’M REPEATING MYSELF LOL IT’S DRIVING ME INSANE, I WANNA GIVE HIM ALL MY LOVE ONE DAY!! -`♡´-
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