My head hurts I have been typing too much on this computer and its nearly 02:00. But yeah, it’s true… people can sort of be ugly, the bitter truth. But I think my boyfriend is really pretty, and I care about him and I love him with all my heart, I can feel, hear and see it! I like human race as a whole, like I care about them but not individually. And my family feels off putting, I get uncomfortable with people and my spot on this world, but when I’m with my boyfriend that changes things!!!!!
The world is however you create it, if you truly have access to your mind and you observe time.I’m sure there are people out there one day who can truly be my friend(s)!! People who I care about and want to talk about a lot of random strange things, but I will never rush that anymore like I used to online back in the day. I knew what having friends felt like from my past dreams, and one day I will achieve it and it will be fun!!! But with people who see and feel things, and create!! AHHHH MY MIND IS SPINNING CHAOTICALLY AND I NEVER KNOW WHERE I AM AND IM DEHYDRATED LOL!! And yeah, most people are so ugly, but suffering is still beauty too, I just won’t get too close to people. AH, I don’t know. My whole life people make me sick and uncomfortable and I’m never myself, I haven never been. Soooooo…. friends will come eventually since a big part of the problem is me, and how I’m different than everyboddyyyyyyyy!!! But yeah… online especially, I stay away from talking to people since a lot of online users are simply sad consumers, who can be just as brain rotted as wealthy business men. But not everyone of course!! And of course the same thing in person!!! Oh God, I am so grateful to have had met my boyfriend. He’s my world, AHHHH MY HEAD HURTS!!!!! PEOPLE PEOPLE PEOPLE ARE SO SICK DON’T EVER COME IN MY HEAD, UNLESSSSSS IT’S MY BOYFRIEND OR THE MANY DIFFERENT ME’S, GOD, ANIMALS, OR HUMANITY AS A WHOLE ON THIS EARTH!!!
Okay bye, I need to sleep seriously!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GET OFF UR COMPUTER SILLY :3 EXCITED FOR THE 12/12 PORTAL!!!!(っ˕ -。)ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁
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